I've been doing a lot of solitary exploration lately, and the thing I like best is stretching my cunt. I've been able to stretch it to 11 inches around in circumference lately, and this has been a slow process that has taken since the year 2000. And although cunts seem to be very elastic, I think when I stretched it to a certain point I changed the appearance and tightness/looseness of it. I now look very open, and sometimes have trouble holding things in my vagina especially if they're small. I love how things just slip out because it's so loose and sloppy.
I have trouble talking about this to people, even if they are kinky folk, since there is so many issues tied up in loving my loose cunt.
At the age of 20 I was still a virgin and never had an orgasm, and one day I told one of my males friends this. He was really insistant that I go home and masturbate almost straight away. I had tried to masturbate once before to no avail, I just couldn't get the hang of it. This time after my friends persuasion, I tried again. This is when I realised that I love shoving big things inside me. It took a lot of time and a lot of lube. The part that I love, is that I did my own deflowering, because by the time I had sex for the first time, it didn't hurt at all... in fact my first time with a man was three hours and one of the most intense sexual experiences I have ever had.
I also love the idea of being a loose slut, who's cunt makes a squelching noise when it's fucked because it's greedy and insatiable, and shows just how slutty I am or can be. I like how the squelching noise humiliates and degrades me by showing what I really am.
